Break chrysalis but

Marrow transplantation is my life in only next to living with dead of important rites.



Transplantation a year up to now and already again the half carry, remember after 92 diagnosed to contract impatient marrow a leukemia in January, year, start accept a series of chemistry treatments, period the side effect be subjected to of torment natural not in context of present discussion, cannot stop vomit to toss about with appetite is each friend of disease necessarily through of experience, but originally stayed for a long time of long hair, in a twinkling elapse like the foam unreal image overnight.



The processes of luckily the whole chemotherapy pains are all worthy of, the younger brother's marrow completely fit together with me, can carry on marrow transplant operation, this be the leukemia the sufferer fight for continuing to exist right of have to choose, so also just have now of I can hereat share the joy of rebirth with everyone.



Although transplant operation later on, once experience several impatient and chronic rejected reaction, once needed to capture me to meagerly shout an interest, finally devoted to hard to tacklely and actively cure at the doctors, and under family's friend's support encouragement, I was heavy to get freshman, now then my body condition gradually stable, I started toward once thinking can'ting carry out any further of the dream stage by stage moves forward.



I transplant marrow a period, that is pen in narrow and small of have no germ room inside of feeling think, Chen wear remember the You tiny melody, compose a prose, coincidentally rush through to take solicit writings of previous literature prize, hence summonned up courage to attend usually for the first time large literature prize game, originally don't embrace a too great expectation, after all in the literature the creations the extensive realm, I just try start and attend game pure is to be an experience, hence send out a work by easy mood.



Along with win a prize list to announce approach of date, but my motion don't aware of self ground's strain to get up, take ePaper on time everyday, deeply afraid blunder away publish of the first time, unavoidably entertain to entertain to smallly meet with a prize hope in the heart, the result of unexpected happening make I am pleased and sad.



Pleased is my work incredibly after the first trial and appeal trial, enter the final contest to definitely choose of inside 20, this doubtless is to be new hand of one of my affirmation, but make me feel frustrate BE, is definitely choosing of second run, while together and separately fighting for the last excellent piece hurt next, participate with awards and lead, looking at the definitely review of the ePaper meeting side to record, read a judge member of committee for the commentary that my work do, have applause to also have 貶 to suppress, I also studied oneself still place that need to be improve, just my a heart still a Gu Gu run off no man understand of blood, after all hide in the personally experience personally of the writing back, only experience personally of I understand most .Anyway, real worthy of feel grateful BE, I finally healthily lived down.



Sense of frustration of fail to be elected with lose the feeling can not help, but does this ever isn't another to acquire again?Acquire experience of record life, is kept on diligent motive, is grown up progressive space, more for rebirth after of will increase an infinite hope in the future.



Write a way in the work like me:"The marrow transplantation is out and out an abnormality big return blood, the big revolution in the chrysalis. endless but pain of the way of ego rebirth, eventually will shiver ground to flounce, support a chrysalis of break that gold brown, go to heaven as a fairy, bloom a flower of spirit for dance in the wind."



Wish to entertain to hope by this and all bosoms with firmness will of life Dou the private totally encourages it.